Sunday, June 28, 2009 @10:14 AM
Hai.. Things not going my way.. I duno how to say...
I'm reali wan u by my side and i will love u adore u pam u care u.. But why things keep happen and make me piss off.. Maybe i'm tired.. Or maybe u dun depend on me i oso cant say much..
I oso not sure are you reali loving me or wad.. I duno why i felt this way.. You dun wanna lose me and i oso dun wanna lose you.. But why the way u let me feel is like no care.. i dun get the feel.. Is like ai mai ai mai.. Haiz.. Shall see ba..
Today same.. wake up 5 plus den prepare go work.. Dota with frenz awhile.. And is my very long frenz.. Since primary sch.. Last time i did alot mistake and yet he forgive me and teach me how to over come it.. When i reali need help he will help me.. But i have let him down a fews times..
I tink he reali is a frenz of mine.. Last time i treat him like this yet he stil can so good to me.. Tell me wad to plan and do wad should do.. And i understand.. Thanks alot hao..
Is time to tink abt it clearly .. i dun wanna waste my time anymore.. Shall see how it goes.. after tonight i have my 3days off :D.. Shall see how this 3 day goes... Hope can meet her all my 3days but seen cant.. Think only tuesday only.. Sad but cant blame her..
LouisLoveMichelle
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